Family Trip : Laughlin, Nevada

whoot whoot.

going to Laughlin for the first time.

the first place we went was the avi hotel, we ate breakfast and it was only a dollar. that was soo coool. and then we had a long time getting there.... hours and hours.

may 22nd - 25th.

we camped at Davis Camp at this nice lake.


As soon as i got there i wanted to ride the jet ski`s, so my cousin taught me, and i was on my way riding alone. The trip was fun.

Through out the whole trip we did different things, and stuff.

some of my family members stayed at the Aquarius hotel., located right down the lake to the right.


and it was my cousin burfday ; coco 17th bday.

jerking in Laughlin, Nevada

me jerking......lOl.

not all of us have talent.

first time ....

the bombest day ever. may 16th.
felt goood and refreshing.

party with college students was AWESOME.
weed in a pipe. beer pong. and JOOSE. how great can that be.
TAKE A WALK ON THE WILD SIDE.
partying = funnnnnnn & excitement.


I was wobbling and couldn`t function right.......l0l.
but i managed.
it was a cool little get down.

myy cuzzo a.J

my cousin Ashley is one of a kind she knows how to have her nice side and straight attitude with you. We grew up together, she is like a sister to me. she is awesome. My cousin and I have been through some things that we did not agree on, but that is part of life. But she love the partying life and yes we been to many parties together. When you need me most i will be here for you and i love you forever.

From mR. Sinatra aka john.

My homeboii mike willi you are the coolest dude ii know your my homeboi man sheesh how long we known each other been a while since what 10th grade and ever since then we've been going at it lol, you are and will be one of the freshest cats ii will know! Your the best Homie ii ever had! Kiid your very chill, the best Homie ii have, damn kiid your tight, we always do the damn thing even @ the J when we went there hey remember the media department we used to be in with miss irish, crazy huh lol but kiid ii must end this rhyme! Lol peace ya boi, ya Homie your friend Mr. Sinatra lol...

Sent from Sir J. Kaufman

topic on relationship : w. l0VE.

omg relationships.....

I think relationships are good some things but they have their ups and down. You might think you met your soul mate but didn`t have a clue. Relationships are a tough to maintain ; you have to stay committed. Most people messes up and make stupid choices. Me personally don`t have long relationships. There drama, mantainin, challenging and complicated and very stressful. I know others that can deal with relationship and not stress about it. But I have my own opinion so most not agree.

( if any comments please comment it :D )

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Okay, so relationships. You right- its ups & downes are crazy & not worth short-term 'love' affairs but, as for me. I don'Ł think relationships should be considered unless you in it for the long run, . Simple lies, dramas etc etc are easy automated access to breakups. S0 KEEP IT PLAYA status. The word love is being thrown around like a reg. Vocab.. Like it can only mean so much now, its comedy. PARTNERS. That's what we need to keep the "relationship" on. The fucking, the loving, the spending time & blah blah, --- you seriously cannot commit to a person without even thinking about another person, so their is actually No use for RELATIONSHIPS. Waste of time. That's what it really iz you feel me. Arguments - what the fuck are they for? Headaches. Fussin - why do they do it? To nag. Insecurities - for what? LACK 0F TRUST. Tears & heartbreaks - is pain needed? Nah..life is already enough complications at hand. I'm sayin to love someone fully, is a blessing, but relationships should only be held if a true commitment can be laid out.. Games are outta the questions; aint no need for reruns tryna git to know a new person tryna find out their goals & ambitions just to have a failure at love. So - PARTNERS. No strings attached- just fun. Until' proven otherwise..
I guesss. What you think?

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it`s life.

have my up and down some times.
but it `s life....

it `s not perfect
but it`s life....

get hurt in the long run
but it`s life

people come and go

but it`s life...

you `ll have haters and people trying to put you down

but it`s life...

life gets hard some times

but it`s life...

the l0VE for writing.

when i`m writing stories or events, i feel as if i`m in my own world.
it being so quiet, calm and relaxing. i`ll sit back and just write away. writing is my drug, i do it when i am bored, wanna just relax or occasionally. Writing is a great tool. with WRITING you can express your thoughts.

writing is some thing I wanna accomplish. I wanted to make a carreer out of it, but to me it is just a hobby.Writing is unique in MANY WAYS.

This is for you : myy mistress.

w o w..... I think I am in love, it`s wonderful how I am with her. My feeling for her is real & I can see myself with her. When I am with her I can act myself..... her parents and sisters love me. :D I love her she loves me., when she see me she have a smile on her face. My feelings are strong for candace, I love being with her. We clicked in high school & still have the same feelings for each other. I can see me spending my life with her & having kids. We discussed our future ; how many kids we want, wedding & our honeymoon. My feelings are real strong, what ever I want i`m going to get. But I know if it is not going to happen now then we will be destined to be together. The feeling is ole so goood.
 

Thoughts from My beastie

My beastie mj is the narlies like black white boy ever.... when ever I need him he's always there not matter what time of the day morning or nite.... my beastie is not like everyother person I have ever met I love him so much ill kill a nigga over my beastie becuz with out him there's no me.... omg beastie ima miss when u go to the air force I really dnt want u to go but u maken the best decision for ur life... love u and keep ur head up .... note michael is so crazyy I called him bestie he called me beatie.... then he always aiming at 11 n 12 when I sleep.... I love u and ima miss u .... ur beastie bratty brat

From myy boy yah.

AYE WASSUP BRO THIS IS YA BEST MAN *ERIYAH*!! WELL JUST THOUGHT ILL SHOW YOU SUM LUV!! YOU KNOE BRO YOUR ONE OF MA BEST FRIENDS. I DONT HAVE MANY, BUT I WILL SAY YOUR ONE OF THEM. I GUESS I GOTTA SAY THAT YOU KNOW THINGS THAT OTHERS DONT,( WHICH MEANS I TRUST YOU). KNOWING YOU HAS REALLY BEEN A JOURNEY, SINCE YOU KNOE WE'VE HAD OUR GOOD AND BADS. BUT OVER ALL I CAN SAY YOUR AN HONEST PERSON WHO SPEAKS THE TRUTH, I THINK THATS WHY I CAN SAY WERE TRUE BROS CUS YOU KNOE IMA SAY WHAT I FEEL REGARDLESS. MANY FRIENDS MAY COME AND GO BUT HONESTLY I THINK YOUR HERE TO STAY AND I DONT PLAN ON GOING ANYWHERE.....LOL!!!! BUT NEVER CHANGE BRO AND GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND YOUR LOVE!!! HURRY UP AND GET MARRIED SO I CAN BE "YOUR BESTMAN"!!!! HAVE KIDS,(WELL DONT RUSH THE KIDS) BUT I DO WANNA BE A GOD FATHER!!! SO ENJOY LIFE BRO TOMORROW AINT PROMISED!!! (STONE LUV)!!!!! ~~~YA BEST MAN "ERIYAH"!!!~~~

words from myyy LOVE.

Mikewilli.
Watch this dude here git silly like he sippin on grey goose. Ha. iCan tell him just about anything, anytime of the day. Not only is he a reªl nigga, but he's like, also my support system! When I'm downe & out, got a problem at hand, a thought in my brain or even a random moment of life iRun to him & tell him EXACTLY what im feeling, cause he'§ that awesome. Nothing can or will change him, life throws him troubles sometime but he stick it through & find an alternative for success & happiness. Nothing brings him downe, why [?] simply because he sits so fucken high he can'Ł come downe! You feel me. Big dreams, for such a little person, Ha! & best believe he gon reach em, & not only will he do that but he gon' grab onto em & make em reality like yeeeeeerrrp...look at em now. He says i inspire him on how I write, its interesting. We both have a passion for it, but its two whole different concept on how we do it. But anyways, when you leave too the airforce mikeee mikeeee, imma hella miss you buddy, because now I can'Ł text you then have a good convo & just disappear on ya ass! Haaha. Jus playing- but I know ya plan, & I know the outcome! I wish you the best of luck, I hope we can go to catalina island still BEFORE you leave cause iGot my stankie new car .. Puuuunk. & did I ever tell you how much you mean too me? Like, as a homie you really pushed me to really handle what hela matters & helped me get off the streetz hustling... even though imma be back downe that round.. But MORE careful ! But yessss...... iLoveyou & I can'Ł wait for you're wedding wit the mistresss .. Its gonna be beautiful because she's loving the most sincere lil nigga round here!
Love always,
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Am I perfect...

Perfect... I don`t think so.
I never met any body that was so perfect they didn`t have flaws.
As I grow I will maintain the positive attitude and maintain my personality. Every one have some thing they regret....
I have many, but I am NOT going to let some one bring me down so that person can feel good about their selves.

My favorite saying..... "the past is over with & done..... live for the future"
It is like a car, the past is NEUTRAL, the future is DRIVE.
It is up to you .... MAKE THE CHANGE.

I have goals in life to be a successful like I mentioned earlier in one of my passages but is saying it again.
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who `ll be there most when i`ll need them ? Or where would I be in another 1o years ?

Take life SERIOUS because you don`t know what is stored in life.

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Important aspects

• Family.
• Loving wife
• Money
• Nice house
• Kids ; in the future.
• MY LIFE.

the wedding.

well.... my popz finally got married with his new bride Dee. The wedding was May 2oth, 2007. We wore ivory and pink. My popz & Dee were happy. The wedding took place at San Pedro park. It started at 3pm, before we took pictures and the photographer. Some of my family were there such as Nita, Sydney, Hampton, Gwen, Jean, and Ronald. We all had a blast. They chose me to be the best man.

after the wedding we went to this mexican resturant Acapulco, there was this glass room that seperated anohter room, it was just for the bridal party and boy did I grubb down. :D

after the party they were off to there honeymoon.....